Hati. baik kau berhenti kat situ.

Cukuplah hati bila ia terbawa-bawa dengan perasaan yang mengasyikkan. cukuplah. cukuplah hati, tetaplah kau berada disitu. betapa sukarnya mujahadah untuk menjaga hati sekeping ini. hati ini fragile. mudah pecah berkecai dalam satu masa, dan mudah rasa suka melangit dalam satu masa juga. cuma cukuplah hati kau berada pada dunia yang fana ini. Kerana jika kau lihat dari sudut permainan dunia, betapa kau akan lihat akhirat yang kekal abadi. maka kejarlah akhirat itu. kejarlah cinta ALLAH. jagalah dan tetapkanlah hati berada di tempat yang sebetulnya. berada di landasan yang benar. sudah-sudahlah kau berada di persimpangan yang taktau mana arah tuju yang sepatutnya. aku perlu BERUBAH. Change because of ALLAH dan takkan berpatah balik. Mood: Muhasabah diri.

When? 5 years later maybe. :P

Love is not only by saying 'I love You', meet everyday, or buy expensive things. But it is how we really need for each other especially in a hard time. How we show our love in a right path. Love is a purity. And the important is, we love each other because of ALLAH.   

Actually, i rarely post entry like this (about love). but now i dedicated this post especially for my sahabah and only my Future Husband.  For Syaza, Shida and Mahira, if you read this post, smile and agree with me k ;)

Dear My Future Husband, 

I know you're still out there, even maybe we're not found each other yet. I pray everyday may we'll do best in our life. I do believe in our God's promise, 'a good guy is meant to be a good girl and a good girl is meant to be with a good guy'. Sweet right? I know I must change, if i want you as a good guy to be my husband. So I do my checklist first, pray 5 times a day in earlier time, have a good akhlaq, give benefit to others, love knowledge and increase my relationship with ALLAH. Start from now on, let's change ourselves to be a better person. i don't care about your past, but only present (at that time) and the future. At least, you can be a imam for me and my family, can guide me to the right path and hold me into His Jannah, insyaALLAH. only for that, and not more than that. If I see like want into the wedding faster, my answer is NO! I only want let you know i just prepare myself now. i'm just 20 (sept soon-21, heheh). it maybe earlier for me but im not going to be too late and regret soon, so that please my Future Husband, if 'jodoh' between us are strong enough, and 'ajal' not coming to us yet, insyaALLAH we will meet soon.i dont know when  but i know there is one day we will see for each other.  At that time, please propose me and meet my 'WALI'. i will wait for you, Allah's destiny for us. :')

From: Your Future Wife.

#goodnight!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Nothing much to say except want to say to you guys GOODNIGHT everyone! :D memandangkan esok cuti, tengah mencari mood untuk tido. :) ok la, sehingga kita berjumpa lagi. Ha! jangan lupa list sebelum tido ya, amalkan sunnah Rasulullah sebnyak mungkin :)

1. In toi toi, berus gigi, basuh muka, ambil wudu' ^^
2. Naik atas katil, baca surah 3 kul, al-fatihah, ayat kursi, doa sebelum tido
3. Sebelum tido, niat dalam hati, "YaALLAH, izinkanlah aku untuk hidup pada keesokkan harinya, dan jadikanlah aku lebih baik dr sebelumnya". :)
4. Then baring pegang tasbih, selawat 'subhanaallah','alhamdulillah', allahuakbar' sebanyak 33x. InsyaALLAH byk ganjaran yang mennti

jgn tido meniarap ye, xelok! baby2 dimaafkan :P

mengiring ke kanan. sunnah. :)

yaALLAH, cumilnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Goodnight! May ALLAH bless you and do all the step above, InsyaALLAH your life will be full with KARAMAH.  See you soon, InsyaALLAH. :)

Assalamualaikum.